Hi! I am the Alejandra of the future, and yes, I have read everything that you are now about to read. I wanted to add things, but I decided not to. Everything you will read now came from my heart and I prefer to leave it as it is. I hope you like it.
Hi, all! I´m Alejandra, and for now on, as you already know, my articles will be published on Saturday. First, I would like to say that we are doing a lot of new things for you, and we hope you can enjoy them a lot. As you may know, we have an instagram account and a website. I´ll leave you here the link to an introductory article about all this. It would be great if you can check it out, and tell us if you like these new accounts. Obviously, we´ll continue posting here as usual, but this is something we are planning with a lot of effort and love.
I´m not sure what I want to write today, actually I'm writing this in my journal, and then I´ll have to write it again on my computer. But you know what?, I don´t care. Writing is something I love, so I don't mind doing this all again. During this quarantine, I´ve learned that everything requires some time, we have to enjoy little things, learn new stuff, and improve little by little. We need time for everything and we have to learn to be patient.
At first, when all this started, I wasn't sure about what I should feel, I mean, I was (and still), living a global pandemic! I thought I had to take advantage of the situation by learning a lot of new things, studying even more; in short, that I had to do everything at all hours. I set myself goals, such as learning french, writing 1000 words every day in a project I'm working at, and practicing again with my guitar... But, I just can't do all this.
I was mad, worried, sad... how could I focus and do all that? It was impossible. So now I'm doing what I have to do, but little by little...I'm trying to understand what I want to do in the future, what I would like to achieve, I´m trying to discover who I really am.
Right now, I´m looking at the sea, listening to music, with a purple pen in my hand and a million ideas and thoughts in my head that I would love to write.
I´m still worried about this, about my friends, about if I really let people know me, and if people really love me. I´m still happy, because I think i´m lucky to be healthy, and have a family and people with me that help me.
I´m not going to lie, it wasn't easy, right? I don´t know how you are, I don't even know if you decided to read all this, I don't know in which part of the world you are reading this, but all this will end. We all have changed after this, and we´ll all need to talk.
I don´t know how you are, but you deserve to be happy and fight for what you want.
Because as someone said one day: "all our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them"
Think of all this as a new beginning. It is not necessary that you have learned anything, that you have decided what to do with your future, that you have discovered who you are...you just need to know why you will not be able to do what you want if you really want to. You are going to make it, maybe alone, maybe with someone.
"You must not let anyone define your limits because of where you come from. Your only limit is your soul"
Did this sound familiar to you? The page where I´m writing is being finished, so thank you if you have read this far and sorry for using you as my journal. See you soon.
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